Before High School, I hate gay,lesbain, and some other of nationals. I alway mean them when I going to hearing school in part of day. Because One day, there a younger teen boy (gay) name Gary was mocking me lots and getting me in trouble lots with teacher of study hall in middle school. I never see Gary with a guy making out or anything else, he telling me that he s gay and coolest gay..................

While I was in High School, at every Monday night "Queer As Folk" on Showtime TV show from 9:00pm to 9:50-10:00pm, At the time my friends and i were boring. I keep change the channel till I saw two men making out, it make me stop change and keep watching whole of time, and my friend too. I start look back in middle school and thinking is that what gay do. Beside I thou gay/lesbain s the mean person not as mean such homosexaul, I start understand what gay and lesbain are. While we watching "Queer As Folk" in back of dorm ILSP. When we see a housemother walk into living room, I change it to Weather channel or Sport channel try keep avoid from housemother know that we have been watching or we'll get in such trouble. Since few months from watch "Queer As Folk", I keep say wish see gay/lesbain in real life.........................................

Druing Spring Break 2003 from high school, I was at home (in Missoula). I got a call from Marissa to meet her at Mall to hang out. When I got there, We went game room to play. Marissa and I playing on motorcycle race, I got a problem with token stuck, I walking up to the desk to looking for a help, I saw there two girls and a boy sit by the desk. A boy stand up and talking me, I were like act show that I cant hear. He start sign so I told him what a problem of token, He went in back room to get a help. The worker come out and helping me of token stuck...............................

In Summer 2003, while my sister Hillary get break from work "Pretzel", we walking to the game room and play. Hillary and I were race on the boat. A boy stand by Hillary and talking to her. When we done with game we stand up, I waiting for Hillary to done talk with a boy. I start looking and notice that boy I know from somewhere, I don't remember. So I start sign to Hillary and asking her how many min left before for her go back to work. A boy start remember me, he start sign to me, and I remmy him. We took a lil bit chat. He telling me that his name s Josh Tryst. Later, Whenever I go Mall to see Hillary as almost everyday and I hang out with Josh lots. He told me that he s gay, It even not bother/scare me because happen in High school. I start love gay/lesbain and collect stuff of Queer As Folk, Rainbow, Gay Pride, and etc of it...............................................

In my first season of college, I took chef class in COT Missoula. I dont know how to start of that, Anyway I meet a woman name Tamiko, and She s in my cook class. We joking each other. She helping me lots in class. Later, we start a table in class where we can cut, chop, kill the food! (LOL) Before the class over of the season. It make me sad taht I might not see her anymore because I didnt pass of that class. We trade email address to keep contact. While Christmas Break, I start think what i did do in first season, I start notice that Tamiko's lesbain but I dont know and dont say about it. In my second season, Fanilly I see Tamiko almost every Monday / Wedensday / Firday. Once she asked me to eat with her and her classmate. Early of Spring, I talked her on MSN Messange, She asked me "do I know that she s lesbain, I told her " I knew and notice it not bother me at the all."