Why am I not let anyone in my labor only just my boyfreind?
I am living in a small town in Missouri. IT called Gainesville. I have pretty much survivor without anyone who live near to help me those thing that I have been done and still thou. I have my family that would be always help and be there for me but they are live so far away more than 1.500 miles from my home. No one of my family and good friend would be get a chance to come to see me in labor to born a new baby. So it s kinda not fair, if I let John s family to watch me being in labor since my family and good freinds can't make it. Because some of my family would not have a enought to afford to come all over way to get here just to watch me labor and met thier new "grandson"/"nephew"/"Great Grandson"/"cousin". My good friends are still in High School and College. But all of them will get a chance to met my new child later whenever I got enought $ to taking airplane to fly all way over to Montana.
Other reason, Why am I not let John's family to be there while I m labor. No one of them have been help me as much like I need some help. They knows that I will be part of thier family since I m going get marry with John. Also I m carry a baby in my tummy that is thier part family too. No one of his family have come visit John and me since. They always all busy and making a excause why they re not coming. They always say I will come see visit you at your home. But never do. Like I dont care. It has been giving me so much stress and in much pain. I m pregant on 9th month now. Like I need some help. No one of them would admit or have a time. I dont know John s family as well as. They all always busy and being snob. His family always have time for other person not us. NOT US- WHY? We are not that kinda bad, we are so much angel. Always being a good at the all. We keep our alive clean. We never do anything bad like it would be againest a law. Other persons are!
So this reason why I am not feel right to have them watch me while i am in labor since I dont know them as well as, They have not been there for us, help us, and much more.
Hello~
It's Hekela, I m going to be mother soon in about 2 month it due in Jan first week 2006. I glad I m having a good boyfreind soon going marry. I love him to death in my heart until death. He s deaf and good man. he can making me laughing and not let me being sad for long. I dont have a much to say. I m living in Gainesville, Missouri. A very small city. I wish I would have a Internet at home so I can upgrade whole of that but someday I will. Sincey my time is running out and always being busy since I m going being mother and a wife.. Ahhhh but I m excited to have my own kid that I can play and do lots thing with a baby. Feed, play, watch, making laughing, care, love, and etc. Same as John. Anyway it will be Boy and I m going name him Lendon Randell Nickel Schofield. Name after John's Mom's brother. That ll for now. I will upgrade laterz! MWAHS!
